If Only

If Only

If only I could look into the future….

If Only

If Only

If only he knew that I lye here weak on the ground waiting to be looked at and picked up...

If Only

If Only

If only he'd flip this over so we can start all over again back to beginning when we first told each other ...

If Only

If Only

If only he looked at me straight on to talk to me about the truth, about what was going on in his mind, in his life, the truth about moments while I wasn’t around.

If Only

If Only

If only... if only... if only nothing. He won't. I lye here naked and exposed in front of the world while he lurks behind his lies.

If Only

If Only

If only I regretted these past moments, I’d learn my lesson and then it wouldn’t happen again. But I regret none of it.